Desi??

Saturday I went for the mumbike... I feel i should ride more just to free my mind... but this ride was different.. it made me think...

As usual i stopped to visit the ganapati temple in Mahad... and there i saw a board urging people to buy swadesi products... it was enough to stir the thought process...

I am proud to be an indian... but what about the desi products?? am i indian enough?? i had no doubt about that... but the doubt seeks proof and i looked at myself for confirmation... i was appalled to see that none seemed pure indian...

My shoes... socks.. cap... backpack.. watch... jeans... t shirt... jacket... even underwear ... not to forget my beloved bike... with honda covering half of the name, it cant be....

One thing i know when the mind starts guilt parades on you... create a dilemma... i started searching for something Indian.. i found something... a Karma T shirt... it's indian... and why not non Indian brands when they are made in India... infact i am the person who bought "Made in India" shirt from US...

The dilemma did the trick... my mind left me alone with the meagre issue of my life...like marriage..


today some bay decoration theme in office which showed India as a superpower made me think again...

I googled "Karma T shirt company"

What i found in the results ... none of them was Indian...

Only this time my mind had only one emotion to spare... smile...:D

Less Confusion... :)

Today Am sitting with my HD205 and thinking what are my priorities in the life and what the should be...

Surely I was confused a week before but thee ae some less confusion this time...

To begin with about the new ride... and now am sure about it.. Am going for the legend... So many people trying to convince me that... now that it'll be my Farewell to youth soon so it's most probably last bike i'll own so Let's go for the legend...


Neways the Second is the pact... It turned out to be a Joke... A joke by one of my friends.. Revealed on the Bday couple of days back (no poem this time though)... and I don't know what i should've felt but currently I feel nothing... May be i got over it too soon... But i know what i did... I confused someone a lot :D.. confusing a conused character cannot be counted against me but still I think i should've kept confusion to a minimum and should've cleared some things but i was too appalled to do that... don't know if there will be other opportunity for that..


And about other things in life... they are as boring as possible... just a hope of a hike is twinkling this time ... and just for an update... the development plans are in the next stage... just a financial approval is needed...

Even some plans for my marriage this week but am buying the legend and it's no less than a wife so cannot comment on it... some recent unusual developments in the pact can be a brake or am recovered so much to even bother... don't know yet. only time can be the best judge...

A long awaited project event was a thing to remember and I did well in all depts... Highest scorer with 131 score in bowling... and i can always perform in the dancing front, this night was no different... Ended event with songs and shayaries... only i could not remember my shayaries.. neways not a dard e dil these days so that explains it...

So here i am.... just looking at a void hoping for the best..

Confused?

2nd Dec :
Sometimes a single inspiration is enough to put down your thoughts on to something and sometimes many inspirations cannot be equated with that single one..... From my last post I had many such inspirations. A long awaited trip.... A god in the making... and a distinct blog.... Today am writing and the inspiration is the "marriage".... not mine and not anyone else's but the word marriage...

Confused right??

To start with wrote many blog entries but scrapped them away.. am not giving any updates about me here... It's just a keeping track of my thoughts...

couple months back i was simply wanted to marry first girl i'll see when i and in India.. i really felt a desperation... the loneliness... and why not I was very far from my relatives, friends,from a little world i knew so far.... this time i really can confirm that swapnil told me about sites.... They make you feel alone...


Anyways once i was back... I just didn't care about marriages anymore... actually i didnt care about anything, until everyone around me started marrying.... Man and here i am with no intentions of getting married in near future... What can i say ... am confused... :D