An unexpected turn...

It was a gr8 day just after a miserable one...

So many things happened today...

A friend started talking and he asked me to note down the date.. so here it is 12th june 2009...

I felt it so much that i could not even concentrate on work due to happiness..

I even broke the Pact... I thanked for such a wonderful gift... Man someone must be real confusion now....

Neways Saturday am going on a picnic.... after so many days.. it'll be gr8 fun with all the best friends....

And Even i got my checkpoint done... so i got some appreciation for the work..

So many things in just one day.... and to top all just ate the gharka sea food to put a cherry on the icing...

May be we VJTIMCAs should write a book... that'll be a really filmy book...

Neways some days back I wrote a some lines..

"Muskurate rahe hum, par aankh me nami reh gayee..
Subkuch paaya humne par zindagi me ek kami reh gayee..."

Today i just wanna sing the opposite...

"life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up...
Isnt this Ironic... Don't you think.."

A GOAL....

Lot of time passed since i last wrote the blog...
I tried lot of times but could not just gather the thoughts... and a pact became the motivation today..

all these months were eventful i reckon ... so many things i did these days and so many things happened to me...

To begin with a failed journey of a lifetime... A plan which made so carefully that the I really felt frustrated after being dumped from it, @ the last moment

That was a really rough start... followed by the danger of losing job... Life was real rough there.. All i was thinking was getting out of that mess...

And then i started taking my list seriously.... A fealing i could never explain..

Started with the Trekking with DVCI trekkers... trek to kamalgadh.. it really tested me..

Then the coffee ... The task was so prominent that i was stuck there for a while.. was still stuck there till now..

Apart from the tasks there were many new things..

Like a new team... a fun loving for a change, after the early days in CM i could not find such atmosphere in my life till i came to this team.. They are waking me for cricket fo a change..

and lotsa Mumbaikes.. now am even thinking about doing mumbike on Activa... let's when i can do it..

I even bought a new Lappy... HCL changed my mind from dell to HCL @ the last moment.. but it's ok.. i hardly use it these days..

Then the value of my mumbai friends... That is a totally different world... a world where i am wanted and loved.. a world full of friendship..

We met in kinara which was memorable in itself with a live fight... have you ever seen a person getting soda bottle banged on his head... Apart from that it was amazing

Akshay is releasing album that is something i am looking forward to, may be i can learn something in sound engineering in the end...

other friends and cousins getting engaged married... and to divert the topic here, My inferences tell me some more are getting engaged...

Noone ever kept silence with me as a part of the pact... that is something i'll never forget...

That brings me to the point.. what do i want in life??..

I always believed in enjoying the lfe to the fullest.. and how can i enjoy life when 2 of my friends whom i consider good friend dont even

trust me..
that is an disturbing feeling i never had in my life... akhir bahot kuch zindagi me pehli baar hota hai.. may be the result will be extending

the pact for the rest of the life.. or may be i am not that stubborn at all...

Also the fact that i dont want to proceed ahead not to sulk in the end and still find myslf in a similar position... may be this time it's

not that worse..
I was prepared after all..

May be sometimes keeping your own life a mystery is not a good idea.. when you are tangled in it.. may be everything happens for a reason....

i dont know the reason at this moment..

The fact is am confused in life... the same part of my life when i was in the graduation.. and did not even know what i wanted to do the very

next day.. may be i'll not stick to only one kind of happyness in the life i'll enjoy it from all perspective... one will be missing though

There a good Quote i came across recently "When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door

that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."


The monotonous life does not actually helping me out of it.. may be i know what i need now...

for this moment i'll just finish the list... but I need a lakshya... the goal in my life.. what can it be.. am still searching for that... Wait and watch i'll soon have one..